I have not write for so many days so I finaly seat to write about.
Since my last trip to camp fortune to my new one.
On thrusday I will go again to camp fortune with an instructor, my dear husband arranged everything. I know her because she was my teacher at Pakenham and she is so sweet and patient. As you should know by this time the knot in my stomach is there not until I am there, things start to fall in place and I feel confident again, I am preety sure that is going to be a success I really need her help to get to the next level. I want to ski!
The class on Saturday was beautiful, I admire you Christina your classes are always a success, my neckless is my favorite piece now, I hope this will not be the last one, I hope to do another piece soon. I look a little frustated but you know how I am. I will master the technique.
My art work is getting there I have to let my hand do the work with out thinking to much, I have to work on liberating my hand almost not to be aware of what are you doing, just to go with the flow, I guess I am very rigid consecuence of my strict background, working, working BECAUSE I NEED A CHANGE.
Jennifer was great now I have a little much appreciation of the crystals, thank you Christina for invite me to participate in the group, no regrets, I am growing everyday.
My trip is getting there now i have learn so much belevieve or not, I feel so relax, there is so many other things to do like the hotel in Paris, you have to watch very expensive.
I am very positive that we will have a beautiful place to sleep, to go to the bathroom and feel secure I can not wait anymore I want to see everything.
As I was talking to you Christina yesterday I am going to bring my work imprint with me you never know. I am seeing myself traveling to Europe for businness my dream because I would like to live in a better place than the one I have now.
Sometimes I could switch with no effort so I have to stop and see what is the scenerio at that moment maybe is telling me something, somse other times I just really can not.
Living my days as much as I can be in the positive way.
Nuts in my stomach when is the time for desicions no matter how little it is, good or bad? somesstimes stress for my work, I think I havea to relax and just learn to enjoy.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
More posite than ever
Finally I think I got what I wanted from the piece of art I think.
I am going to let it rest for a couple of days or at list today.
I think i have a very creative mind the only thing I have seen is, I still very afraid of changes but I am figthing myself with all my might to be brave and get the brush and try, Nothing is going to happen and if I do not try I never going to know what is like to make a mistake, but you have to understand all of this is the reflexion of that past that I have to pass.
I am going skiing today with my husband to Camp fortune new for me.
I went to the Web site of the ski hill and it look good, I am being very brave, I will give it a try, I know it is going to be fantastic, I had to take a pill this morning to help my siatic nerve pain after few times of skiing this is the first time it is acting I am helping myself so everything will fall on place.
Yesterday I went to the doctor, it was long wait I had the oportunity to read few articles about the magazine, I will never imagine in a million years all the people involve in alternative medicine, spiritual healing etc. but that is what it is.
It looks fantastic to me.
I like your article by the way what you read in the magazine you have to read it twice so it stick to your mind for good.
So comming back to the doctor she told me that 2 of the sistz were no important and normaly desappear, and the hemorragic one is shrinking, I told her about the book and I told her briefly what was the book about, she told me she had never heard about it and she was open and interested, she encourage me to keep going.
She practice another test in her office because I told her my spooting in between periods, for me signs as getting rid off the sistz but she told me that at my age we have to look closely about any sppoting so she took some liquid fron my uterus to send it to the lab to dischard any posibility of cancer that will be the last lap, she will have control of my ovaries and in four months she will send me for another ultrasound.
I am so happy because everything is giong in the positive way, no matter how many more test I had to go through I am very confident that every one is going to come back just fine, because I picture myself so healty more than ever so I am going to be able to do everything that I had been missing.
It is my turn.
I live you with my positive thoughs for the day: Great skiing, lost of healt, lost of inspiration, lost of energy, beautiful day.
Sorry for the spelling mistakes.
Dulce
I am going to let it rest for a couple of days or at list today.
I think i have a very creative mind the only thing I have seen is, I still very afraid of changes but I am figthing myself with all my might to be brave and get the brush and try, Nothing is going to happen and if I do not try I never going to know what is like to make a mistake, but you have to understand all of this is the reflexion of that past that I have to pass.
I am going skiing today with my husband to Camp fortune new for me.
I went to the Web site of the ski hill and it look good, I am being very brave, I will give it a try, I know it is going to be fantastic, I had to take a pill this morning to help my siatic nerve pain after few times of skiing this is the first time it is acting I am helping myself so everything will fall on place.
Yesterday I went to the doctor, it was long wait I had the oportunity to read few articles about the magazine, I will never imagine in a million years all the people involve in alternative medicine, spiritual healing etc. but that is what it is.
It looks fantastic to me.
I like your article by the way what you read in the magazine you have to read it twice so it stick to your mind for good.
So comming back to the doctor she told me that 2 of the sistz were no important and normaly desappear, and the hemorragic one is shrinking, I told her about the book and I told her briefly what was the book about, she told me she had never heard about it and she was open and interested, she encourage me to keep going.
She practice another test in her office because I told her my spooting in between periods, for me signs as getting rid off the sistz but she told me that at my age we have to look closely about any sppoting so she took some liquid fron my uterus to send it to the lab to dischard any posibility of cancer that will be the last lap, she will have control of my ovaries and in four months she will send me for another ultrasound.
I am so happy because everything is giong in the positive way, no matter how many more test I had to go through I am very confident that every one is going to come back just fine, because I picture myself so healty more than ever so I am going to be able to do everything that I had been missing.
It is my turn.
I live you with my positive thoughs for the day: Great skiing, lost of healt, lost of inspiration, lost of energy, beautiful day.
Sorry for the spelling mistakes.
Dulce
Monday, February 1, 2010
I have lost track
Hello girls, how is everything going, I am still trying to plan my trip, now my husband is involved also and that has created a little bit of more work to research.
The main thing is that we have to get the Paris tickets in advance and hotels and now we are renting a car no to Paris but for SW.
It is very hard to guess if what you are planning is going to happen, I know at this point that I need to be flexible, excuse me, what is that, very hard for me, but believe me I am trying.
I know that I need to have my mind clear about were do I want to go. I would like to visit the cities in Switzerland because they look beautiful and I enjoy beautiful things.
As I have been told I lived in my past life sourronded by beauty and this is my first opportunity to go probably to one of the most beautiful countries in the world, do I want to go to Paris?, I do not have that very clear because of the time table I feel that it is going to be hurry, hurry, hurry, probably a very fast visit not the same enjoyment as I am picturing in my mind, but today I am going to rest and let it happen if I am going to go because it is going to happen I will go. To top all this, I spoke to my friend and she was more relax and gave me the thumps up for more of the choices, but then my husband and hers start talking and now I email him to get some recomendations to get this better. I thought at the very beginning is going to be easy you research, you choose and you go.
What an innocent way to see life, you have to consider plane schedules, car rentals, how much money are you able to expend, money matters, money no matters, so I have been learning a lot.
This is part one, I am going to eat sometning because it gets better.
Dulce
The main thing is that we have to get the Paris tickets in advance and hotels and now we are renting a car no to Paris but for SW.
It is very hard to guess if what you are planning is going to happen, I know at this point that I need to be flexible, excuse me, what is that, very hard for me, but believe me I am trying.
I know that I need to have my mind clear about were do I want to go. I would like to visit the cities in Switzerland because they look beautiful and I enjoy beautiful things.
As I have been told I lived in my past life sourronded by beauty and this is my first opportunity to go probably to one of the most beautiful countries in the world, do I want to go to Paris?, I do not have that very clear because of the time table I feel that it is going to be hurry, hurry, hurry, probably a very fast visit not the same enjoyment as I am picturing in my mind, but today I am going to rest and let it happen if I am going to go because it is going to happen I will go. To top all this, I spoke to my friend and she was more relax and gave me the thumps up for more of the choices, but then my husband and hers start talking and now I email him to get some recomendations to get this better. I thought at the very beginning is going to be easy you research, you choose and you go.
What an innocent way to see life, you have to consider plane schedules, car rentals, how much money are you able to expend, money matters, money no matters, so I have been learning a lot.
This is part one, I am going to eat sometning because it gets better.
Dulce
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